2010年12月31日 星期五

emo day ;' )


Did't see you tonight .
Felt very sad .
Because I miss you .  
Really miss you so muchhh !
I miss our happy day so muchhhh .
I want to you hold me tight in your bosom again .
I'm really miss those sweet memories .

Do you know ? i missed you now ?
i know you're don't know already .
cause you don't care about me .

I still can not let go of our feelings .
so .. i still wanna to said with you* : KEN !  I miss you so much ! I miss our sweet memories ! I miss our KL trip ! I miss our first day clubbing ! All about us also i missed it ! Is you wanna missed it . but I want you* to know, I still LOVE you*


I still want you to accompany me in my boring time going genting together .
can? Ken. L

2010年12月30日 星期四

朋友 ? 我想不可能

我遲來了  感到很抱歉
·
·
嗯  我們見面了
連續兩個星期了
都是預料之中的吧
我們就像陌生人一樣  打招呼也沒有
我們都一直保持距離  你有你的玩  我有我的
每當見到你們
你 和 就像蜜糖那樣
甜蜜的在一起
心裡就會感到很不舒服 
感到很心酸  很心痛   那時真的很想哭
但不懂要和誰哭訴才好
其實很簡單
  已經不再是我的了
可能她給的快樂  我給不了你 
每當見到你我很想和你說  我很想你 你知道嗎 ?


我現在過得很好
只是有時會想想以前
時間久了 人會變 更何況感情
可能我們現在這樣會比較適合吧
我知道你過得很好
好好享受吧 ~

2010年12月26日 星期日

Were all to my own fantasy.


A long time ago, I think...


Our love is an unfinished masterpiece. It was be growing more precious each day.
Our love will be as sweet as honey. No one can separate us.

I will always want you near my side.
I will make you happy and not cry a tear.
I will hold your hand when you have fear.
I will hug your body when you have cold.
I will kiss you and prove that i am loving you so much.
I will say ' I Love You Forever ' for you to hear.

For me. You have occupy a special and important spot.

Even i am not your side.
I am still in your heart. Right?
Even i can't stay with you.
I am still thinking of you.

You're the one that i want. The one that i need.
The one that i gotta have just to succeed.

Do you know why? Because...
Look into your eyes and let me know how important i am.
Look into your eyes and let me know how much you love me.

I love you with my heart and truly.
Did you know? You were my everything. Without you my life became strange.
Your name is on my mind till the day i dead.

I know you would take away all the pain and hurt and bring me happiness, colourful life.
I know that everything have flaws. But in my heart you are the perfect.


Now.. I knew
Without you, my life has become very strange indeed.
After your name from the 'moment' to start.
Let my ears becomes sensitive to hear.

All these are my fantasy......
Are never achieved ..

My own fantasy.

2010年12月25日 星期六

christmas days.

This year's Christmas, is not happy
I thought can,spend happy together with you
How do we know It is impossible ...
You left me alone at here..
and happy to celebrate with other girls ..
you also sent a bouquet for her ...
I completely was defeated..

I need a long time to heal wounds...
After all, this is my first time
And also my last!
I will not be beat by someone like you!
Not! Would never!

2010年12月24日 星期五

about........ (':


saw you* just now at XXX.
damn miss youuu* larr.
because i long time no see you already.
but have something is happened.
i can't believe.!
because i still LOVE YOU*
do you know?!
all for it you're don't know.
i can't let go a lot thing of you treat and love me at before. (':

2010年12月23日 星期四

:@


我的生活還是做工做工做工..==
累垮了啦.. ><
救命啊..! 快開學了..!
我不要啊..!

2010年12月22日 星期三

突然有傷心+心疼的感覺.. =')

朋友們一個兩個都在幸福中戀愛 :)
而我呢..唯有和工作` 戀愛 `..  lol. ==
每一天睡到下午2,3點才肯起床, 刷牙去, 然後下樓自己準備早餐..
弄好了去洗澡準備, 吃了早餐就去工作了..
我的每一天就是這樣子過著.....
朋友們一個個去甜蜜約會, 逛街, 去旅行等.......
有時還聽姐妹們和我說:明天就要和我的親愛的出去了.!超開心的, 超就久沒見過他了.!
我鼻子抽了一下, 只是對她們瞇著眼睛微笑, 說:那就好, 你玩的開心點喔..
說完...心裡不斷回憶著以前....眼淚就很不聽話的,掛在眼眶裡..

有些東西一旦失去了, 一輩子也找不回來..
過去的溫柔, 就像空氣般無聲消失了...

很難形容我對他到底是怎麼了..
只能說一句: 因為我在乎, 所以痛..傷...
單身也Okay啦..愛怎樣就怎樣..沒人管 
不過工作後想要得到甜蜜的安慰和問候..都沒有... ^^
放工回到家就對著電腦了...直到我累了··床的時候就睡覺去...
第2天早上又重複我起床後的·工作· ...
有時會和自己說: 一切安樂就已經很好了.. :)



超久沒和波比在一起了..超想它 >< my dear boobie :)
前天弟弟偷偷把它帶了回家, 把它躲在我房間裡就以為我不知道..
怎知......我和朋友逛完街回到家時, 我就看到裝波比的包包...
我就興奮到上樓找它... :P
弟弟在我房間裡鎖門了... =="
害我要敲門才能進自己的房間.. 
我都還沒敲門, 波比就在裡面開始吠叫了....
因為它知道我回來了...

 

i love to wink my eyes.  :)



時間不早了, 是時候找周公的兒子了.. :P
嘎嘎...部落寶貝們晚安...
有時間再上來和你們偷偷在這約會.. :)


After done my Tattoo..


 lol. ==
Why are so many people asked me:
> The tattoo when you do not feel that it would hurt?
> You are not regret it? tattoo In this way whole life.
> You already dropped out of school?
> If the school know you have a the tattoo, get fired you?
> ...........................

My answers :
> have a bit..
> sorry. I WON'T !
> NO ! Im study-ing right now.
> if principal want to EXPEL ME, PLEASE HELP youself ! o0o
> ........................... 


and I Hate YOU* too ! 
suck guys*
you're suck couple* you know ?!
  

2010年12月19日 星期日

Tattoos.

I dream of the stars Tattoos .
Finally completed .

I am satisfied with my Tattoos .
I am 15 years old in 2010 .
Choose to go tattoo, I will let other people know that I have a bad feeling ..
I would to say: This is art, does not mean that good or bad ..
This is my character. nobody can change me! :)
 



Playboy? Please get out!
4 words it no longer appears in my dictionary!
I will deleted it! =)

Last night see you 2 guy stick to like ' tong cin dou ' gem ..
Almost like Queasy ..
 
 
Suck Playboy ! 
Suck Jie Di Lian ! 
I'm nasty jie di lian so muchhh! Please get away larh ! 
Jie Di Lian ?! you're Suck couple !

2010年12月17日 星期五

我回来了 :D

部落宝贝们 ♥
有没有想我啊??  =P
嘻嘻
最近都少上面子书+部落格
因为时间+工作的问题, 所以就少碰电脑了 :)

这两个月的假期里..
我惟有工作来充实我的假期
LOL. ==
朋友们都出旅行, 逛街来过他们的假期
只有我一直工作工作.......
因为只有工作 能让我暂时忘掉曾经发生过不开心的事情 :)
一整个星期, 惟有星期六不用上班, 才能和朋友一起下夜店玩.. =P  哈哈

最近觉得现在的我, 对感情事情, 很难遗忘... ==
是因为我还爱着 ...还是我不能忘记他对我的爱 ...???
我自己都搞不懂到底想怎样.
我每次都在安慰自己..
说: 过去的就让它吧..看开点..他已经不是你的了......
每一天都在重复这句话.
因为我每一天都想念着他  ..
....

不多写了..上班时间到.. 再见了部落宝贝们..
我会再回来的.  :)







2010年12月2日 星期四

看開了

看開了, 我終於看開了
不是我的, 次終都不是我的
再等待, 再挽留, 再關心, 再用心去愛.....
也沒用..! 
因為他已經感受不到..

你要找回她.. 
請自便吧... =)
我無所謂, 因為我已經不在乎了..
為了當初很愛她的你選擇離開我..
真的很好笑.....
曾經在一起快樂的我們, 現在你要離開
是你錯過了, 不是我..
當初我沒有選擇離開你
更不想你選擇離開我
事實就是事實了...
後悔也沒用!
我不會祝你們幸福..
我只會祝未來的我會比在之前的我們更幸福 ^^



選擇忘了你....
是不想再惦念着之前快樂的我們, 而現在就為你在傷心難過
因為你不再會知道..
我惦念著你都是多餘的... =')




阿蓉.. 加油吧!:D
朋友們..祝福我!